My days are filled with anguish and pain. My nights are engulfed with an endless strain. Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life. But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife. For it is at night I realize I have accomplished little in my years. This is when my eyes begin to fill with tears. Although I know tomorrow will bring rays of sunshine to a few. For me it will bring another day Filled with raindrops and dew. I do have hope for my future to Have joyous days. But this will take time, patience, And walking through a somewhat endless maze. Love you always Mom.xxx